Dec 30, 2009

as i stand here counting down

time moves fast...pretty fast
happy,
sad,
enjoy,
hurt,
and all other kind of emotion
we have been through all of it
from january as the starting line
and reaching december as the finish line
2009 is going to be
history to some of us
memories to some of us
2010 is coming and are you ready for it?

im still here
going through the same daily routine
for the past three years i have been doing
i'm felling no senses of changing from me
but you guys do sense it

i am me
still going to be me
no matter how the past, present or future
i am still me

Happy New Year 2010 friends
may god bless you with prosperity and greatness
cheers
:)

Dec 29, 2009

the best of the best in 2009

yeah yeah! life is moving on so fast
as we noticed, its only 2 days left to enter to
a new year that is of course 2010
just as Bie say " chill. its 2010 not 2012. so 2years to go.enjoy puas2"
:| *gulp!*

okay...enough with that, and back to the post here
yeah! 2009 was pretty hectic and crazy for me
i dont know bout you guys but 2009 got its UPS and DOWNS
same as previous years but we're just getting older
;P

lets getting with my TOP 3 of 2009
*i chose 9 cuz its 09...so whatever ;P*
*this is my pick okay people?*

TOP 9 best album of 2009
1. Joe Flizzow - The President
2. Eminem - Relapse
3. Lamb of God - Wrath
4. Hujan - Hujan
5. Taking Back Sunday - New Again
6. Owl City - Ocean Eyes
7. Dead By Sunrise - Out of Ashes
8. Jin Hackman - Jinius At Work
9. One Republic - Waking Up

TOP 9 best song of 2009
1. Joe Flizzow - The President
2. Jin Hackman - Heezy Rock
3. Caprice ft Annatasha - Thinking of You
4. HUJAN - Kau Harus Ada
5. KOMPLOT - Enter This Kosmos
6. Chris Brown - Forever
7. Owl City - Fireflies
8. TI ft Justin Timberlake - Dead and Gone
9. 3 Oh! 3 - Dont Trust Me

TOP 9 best movie of 2009
1. Sherlock Holmes
2. Ninja Assasin
3. I Love You,Man
4. Invictus
5. Zombieland
6. Avatar
8. Inglorious Basterd
9. Transformers 2 : Revenge of The Fallen

TOP 9 unforgettable event
1. Michael Jackson or Mikael Jackson, the King of Pop and the Dance, passes away
2. Chris Brown assaults Rihanna
3. Blink 182 reunite
4. Sunburst KL
5. MTV Worldstage
6. Earth Hour
7. Manchester United Asia Tour
8. Yasmin Ahmad, my favourite film director passes away
9. 1Malaysia

okay...here this and that for the moment
later on i will update it
cheers and happy new year!
:D
ah! finally
im tired changing layout
so i think this is it?
;D

thinking of you

currently im addicted to this song

Caprice feat Annatasha
"Thinking Of You"


(annatasha)
I met this boy a couple days ago,
He's a rapper I barely even know,
He tried to sweet talk me into giving number,
I must admit that we really like each other


(Caprice)
It's the prince of Damansara
I can take you to the town
We don't need an entourage
Coz I got my boys around

They said that love is crazy
and you never see it come
tell her she's so bad
all you ever do is run

I'm never the type to show the love
or get in the hype that never works
we can start from scratch
try to be true and then we make it work

It's true, It's true you do deserve,
the best the least to make it hers,
i'm the right man
baby girl I put it work


Chorus
(Annatasha)
Hey boy,
I miss you,
and I need you whenever
I'm alone by myself you know it's true,

that I miss you,
and I want you to know
that every day I'll be thinking of
you x6
even though you're so far away
I'm thinking of
you x6
even though you're so far away


(Caprice)
and I'll be holding your hands with noone else,
sms to you yourself,
I guess I guess we are in love,
babygirl let's make it work,

kissing around with noone else,
sms to you yourself
even though you're so far away,


(Annatasha)
a few weeks later,
you showered me with flowers,
daffodils, some blossoms and some roses,
oh boy, I really like your style,
you got me going ooh la la la la


(Caprice)
I got you going ooh lala
introduce me to you ma
I guess I guess I am in love
you got me flying high above

higher than the skies
further than the stars
we could fly to the moon
come back living large


Chorus
(Annatasha)
Hey boy,
I miss you,
and I need you whenever
I'm alone by myself you know it's true,

that I miss you,
and I want you to know
that every day I'll be thinking of
you x6
even though you're so far away
I'm thinking of
you x6
even though you're so far away


(Caprice)
and I'll be holding your hands with noone else,
sms to you yourself,
I guess I guess we are in love,
babygirl let's make it work,

kissing around with noone else,
sms to you yourself
even though you're so far away,

*talks*
I mean tasha
I know I'm from Damansara
and you be like all the way near KLCC
but I can see KLCC from my window
that's not too far away
and you know like
you can always SMS me
it's only like one cent per SMS now with Xpax
you know It's about time you changed
or you can always hit me on facebook
you know capriceonline@gmail.com
call me


Chorus
(Annatasha)
Hey boy,
I miss you,
and I need you whenever
I'm alone by myself you know it's true,

that I miss you,
and I want you to know
that every day I'll be thinking of
you x6
even though you're so far away
I'm thinking of
you x6
even though you're so far away

It's just you and me

Dec 23, 2009

my december

as you all noticed, we are reaching the end of 2009
yes! you guess it! we're in december!
new year is coming up and to forget christmas for those who celebrate it
;D

this year has so many ups and downs for me
i keep it in my head as an unforgetable memory
2010 will be a new story and new wishes

okay, lets list down what imma goin to do before 31st december

[x] finish writing new song for NAJHO
[ ] settle the working papers for tour
[x] packin bag for terengganu trip
[x] having fun

thats all i guess...haha
i know its simple but if your in my shoes
you'll know how hard it is to be me
:D

Dec 21, 2009

3 days full of happyness

okay okay
from the date 18th till 20th December
i was around in KL...why you ask?
is RANtai 2009 "Idealist" Event
even the weather were not so promising
the event still started by so well

1st day 18th December
arrived at bie's places
saw NAJ and ASLAM at car but
BIE was not seen...headed to his home sweet home
waiting him to snooze off and shower is a looooong time
but skip that, arrive Pelita Nasi Kandar around 1.30 something
preparing some stuff....counting NAJHO demo and a bit final praticing
head to RED Bungalow that is located on the back of Pelita
the place were already crowded plus the weather is bit moody and rainy
NAJHO (www.myspace.com/acousticnajho) performances went well
got back a good feedback...alhamdulillah, thank you god
few DEMO are sold too...it was a great day even it is rainy
we were all happy and worn out...plus not to forget
its was my 1st time meeting Aisyah Nadiah Hasdi & Maswan Hizzany
ive been knowing Aisyah Nadiah Hasi or Syanad i call for a long time
back then when forum-ing at Ruffedge Forum...around 2002 i guess
this is the 1st time i met her and her friends
;P


2nd day 19th December
i arrived there early with my cousin belle...around 12pm if im not mistaken
*correct me if im wrong, belle*
no sign of NAJ nor BIE were seen
i arrive early because to sold the NAJHO demo cd
a few moment later friend of mine YAP, arrived
talk talk chit chat and moments later the two arrived
settled checkin the exhibit inside the bungalow
me and yap headed to ampang to pickup megat out for a lunch
at ampang eventho the clock shows its almost 3PM
we three arrived KLCC and headed to A&W to have our lunch
having lunch & catching up session with both of them
then head back to Red Bungalow to meet naj & bie
checking out the performances and it was a bit bored for us actually
we three headed to KLCC to watch a movie title "Storm Warriors"
yeah...the 2nd installment of the "Storm Riders"
the effect and stuff was superb.....seriously a worthful movie to watch over and over
head back to the bungalow, pickup the DEMO cds and head back

3rd day 20th December
i woke up late cuz im ver tired
headed to Red Bungalow at 11AM
before heading there, NAJ already texted me that
he will be late...as for not being completely bored
i headed to Kinokuniya KLCC to read some books
oh yeah! i found some cool Kamen Rider @ Masked Rider Book
from the first one till the latest one...it was like a blast from a past
and i happy and eager to buy it but no cant do cuz it was expensive
damnit Kino! =_= ah! Naj text me suddenly and i hurry myself to Red Bungalow
Naj, Kerol and Udin were there playing the cubic thingy...haha
i challenged udin to sell NAJHO demo cds, if he succesfully sell more than one
i treat him to a meal and he succeed....head to Pelita to had lunch with them and
meet yap and his adorable friend mia...and we headed to Red Bungalow
watched Wani Ardy peformed...man! she is adorable and her voice is sweet
then i had to head back home cause of some other business
NAJHO demo are hotstuff there...not to mention the courage of selling those demo
directly to people...haha
;D

well, thats all i guess and may god bless
NAJHO will entering studio around january or february 2010
to full recording his song
;D

Dec 17, 2009

awan awan di atas sana

okeh....entri kali ini berbahasa ibunda iaitu
bahasa malaysia sesetengah panggil
ada pula bahasa melayu

esok bermulalah event RANtai Art Event 2009
yang bertemakan IDEALIST
berlokasi di MIA, Red Bungalow,
Belakang Restoran Pelita Nasi Kandar
Bersebelahan Kuala Lumpur City Center atau KLCC
bermula pada jam 10pagi ke 10 malam
pada 18 hingga 20 disember 2009
dan di rasmikan oleh sasterawan negara kita!!
A.Samad Said

datang beramai-ramai untuk memeriahkannya
dan tidak dilupakan
mari cari dan jumpa saya untuk dapatkan demo NAJHO
dan saksikan persembahan beliau jam 2.30 petang

jumpa anda di sana!

maklumat lanjut, lawatilah :-
www.myspace.com/rantai
www.myspace.com/acousticnajho

Dec 13, 2009

busy busy busy

yes i am busy
nothing to blog about these day
because im busy like a bee

by the way,
thanks for those who followed this blog
secretly and well-known ;D
and cheers for this 160th posts!
;D

p/s :- see you guys at RANtai 2009
5 days left for the big event
:D

Dec 10, 2009

scream on the top of your lungs



hell yeah! im all fired up for 2010
february is the day!

SAOSIN will be rockin in KL, Malaysia
on 1 February 2010
oh yeah!

backforth

yesterday head to KL for a while
to settle some stuff
like settle some business card printing for a client
and NAJHO acoustic demo printing
yes people...NAJHO Demo will available on 18 till 20 December
you guess that right! its the same day RANtai event was on
and yes...i am there for 3 days to sell the demo
so people come and get it there!
its 8days left to RANtai at Red Bungalow people

come all....bring your boyfriends, girlfriend, friends, mom and dad
watch NAJHO 1st perfomance live and acoustic
;D

oh yeah! not to forget
yesterday went to BADGER shop
with Aslam and Naj
i buy sime badge and Mocca Single's
Naj buy long sleeves BADGER shirt
Aslam buy none because the pants is out of his size
damnit! i wanna buy the CAP and Sweater but
short in cash...haish...next trip i guess

Dec 7, 2009

crawl back in

1 week of tiring and happiness with family and cousins
yeah! it was hell of a fun tho...this time and oppurtunity only come once
*i guess...hahaha*
last few weeks was hella busy
yeah! seriously busy
busy with two of my "abang sedare" wedding
hahaha
well....thats why been hella busy
told you already what
;P

Firdaus married to her loved ones who are from Kodiang, Kedah
*tu dia...awat takda jauh lagi ka ang nak cari? ;P*
Fahmie married to her bestie if im not mistaken from Raub, Pahang
*mie! jangan selok sangat ye? ;P*

hahaha
moga kekal selamanya ke anak cucu cicit
;D

Dec 4, 2009

anjakan paradigma sialan

yeah...kali ini entri dalam bahasa ibunda
iaitu bahasa malaysia
saya orang malaysia
:D

disebabkan ade makhluk tuhan paling barua tak suka aku
berbicara dalam bahasa inggeris, aku dengan sahaja nya berbahasa melayu
untuk entri kali ini untuk menghentam si barua ini

wahai makhluk tuhan paling barua
aku bukan nak berlagak aku hebat berkata-kata
tetapi aku berkata dalam bahasa inggeris adalah untuk
mempertingkatkan diri ini untuk pandai berbahasa inggeris
adalah untuk masa hadapan....senang untuk diri sendiri
bukan untuk bangga ke apa
inilah dia melayu....melayu tipikal
tak boleh orang lebih sikit
ada sahaja yang nak jatuhkan
jadi untuk tidak melengahkan masa anda
sila bunuh diri anda sebelum anda di bunuh
terima kasih daun keladi

walaupun aku tak pandai, aku tak hebat macam kau
aku tetap aku, tak bepura-pura, tak hipokrit
sentiasa menjadi diri ini dan aku selesa begini
kerana ini lah aku
;D

Dec 2, 2009

One day you'll miss me like i missed you, One day you'll cry for me like I cried for you and One day you'll love me and I won't love you

Dec 1, 2009

forward the invitation ;D

Event:
Rantai.Art “IDEALIST” Event 2009

Description:
An invitation to launch Rantai.Art Event 2009. Rantai.Art is a non-profit art organization where it creates a public space; a medium of expression and sharing of artistic work which both public and private can get benefits from. This year the event will be held on the 18th – 20th Dec 2009 at The Red Bungalow, Jalan Ampang (behind Nasi Kandar Pelita KLCC). There will be music performances, art exhibition (photography, painting, sculpture and etc), art seminar as well as creative bazaar, where you can see the youth selling artistic merchandise outside the bungalow. The event is open to public from 10 am – 10 pm.

Launched by:
Sasterawan Rakyat A.Samad Said will officially open the event.

Date:
18th December 2009

Launch Time:
4.00pm (Please be advice the event will starts at 2pm on Friday)

Location:
Malaysian Institute of Art’s ‘Red Bungalow’, No. 153, Jalan Ampang, Kuala Lumpur (behind Nasi Kandar Pelita KLCC)

Poster:
http:​/​/​www.​rantaiart.​com/​download/​rantaiart_​idealist.​jpg

Further Information:
Hakim Alias
+60127628324

im here still here alone as always

yes...we're already in the month of december in the year 2009
time is moving pretty fast huh?
how long has it been ive been single
even i cant recall :|
my phone is no longer busy with msg or call from special one
just from friends & family
but i felt okay with it
sometimes i felt like im want to be with someone
suits and fit me from mentally & physically

but for now just let the good times roll
and waiting whats best for us installed in the future

owrite ; december ea?
december im kinda busy actually lately
been busy designing myspace music layout & cover demo
its all 80% done now
haih...its hard tho...
oh yeah! if you guys free
come by and make some noise
here at
RANtai ART 2009 IDEALIST
RED BUNGALOW
on the back off PELITA NASI KANDAR KLCC
18 till 20 DEC 2009
from 10am - 10pm

come all! and see you guys there aite?
;D

Nov 27, 2009

RANtai ART EVENT 2009 UPDATED


18th december
jumaat

10.00 am - Event start ; booth, art exhibition

2.00 pm - art performance inside bungalow ; unplugged session, poem recital

- Mustard
- Najho
- a.afandi ( poetry )
- Mohd Jayzuan

4.00 pm - Opening ceremony ; by a.samad said

5.00 pm - discussion ;" Where do we go from here? " by mislina

8.00 pm - art performance inside bungalow ; unplugged session, poem recital

- Ben-G
- Nabeeha
- Band Strawberi

10.00 pm - event end

-----

19th december
saturday

10.00 am - Event start ; booth, art exhibition

12.00 pm - Kelas Seni ; Fathullah Luqman Yusuff

2.00 pm - art performance inside bungalow ; unplugged session, poem recital

- Mohd Jayzuan
- maleena
- Sekumpulan Orang Gila
- Bob & Geng Jahat
- Hello , Is This The Band?
- Ain Zulkifly
- Acid Hadi @ Miky
- keladak

6.00 pm - screening

- Beautiful Answer
- "Comeback", your fate never lies and never change
- Burma VJ
- Kaki Lima

8.00 pm - art performance inside bungalow ; unplugged session, poem recital

- Ezane Ismail @ Ezan ( poetry )
- Liyana Fizi
- Otam & Amelya
- The Sound of Acoustic

10.00 pm - event end

-----

20th december
sunday

10.00 am - Event start ; booth, art exhibition

12.00 pm - screening

- Dalan ba Dame
- kenapa kamu diam?
- Tapau

2.00 pm - art talk

- by

4.00 pm - art performance inside bungalow ; unplugged session, poem recital

- FATtrick
- Kau Ok Aku Ok
- Minie
- V
- Wani Ardy
- Fynn Jamal & Tri
- Marshmallows

10.00 pm - event end



JADI SILE LA DATANG BERAMAI-RAMAI UNTUK MERIAHKAN EVENT INI
;D

Nov 16, 2009

happy birthday beloved ayahanda ahmad azahar





as the entry stated above
just wanna wish the BIG BOSS
16 November 2009
happy birthday to you
god bless and happy always dad
;D


Nov 11, 2009

EVENT yg ditunggu datang lagi!



will update more soon!
but the date n place it it confirmed!
see you guys there!

here's come the BOOM

yeah...as alll of you people aware of
the examination "army" have hit the shore's
hey you student's! what are you waiting for?
fight till your last against this enemy!

may Allah SWT be with you! amin! and good luck for your exam's!
god bless all of you! ;)



oh by the way stranger of haters,
i dunno what do you want with me but
i aint do wrong or mess with you
if you aint know me, you dont deserve to talk shit about me
i dont care what you said...it wont bring me down
i am me just being me
so please get a life or die
thank you stranger of haters
;D

Nov 8, 2009

thank you

i wanna thank you for those who followed & strangers who read this dull & black blog
hahaha! later on im gonna change the layout ok?

currently, i am busy with stuff...that is
- rescheduling my timetable for NOV and DEC '09
- my work , my passion and my family
- project with NAJHO
- re-correcting my life and moving on
- and some others that is important

i told ya im busy....hella busy
if i didnt text or call you guys...that doesnt mean i forget you my friends
always in my mind okay? just been busy... ;)


Nov 3, 2009

pop pop boom!

ouh! life's been good to me so far
im thanking good for that...thank you Allah swt
its been a while i didnt updated this blog
ouh blog baybee! im sorry!
ahahaha
xD

i dunno what to update
been busy with work, stuff, lyrics & others
but you guys can still catch me online
hahaha.....but hey! i will reply cmmnts & IM late
cuz busy aite?

but wait for december yah? something big is planned
just wait & see....im happy for that to happen
and yes people...for the last time...
im single & no strings attached
;D

Oct 29, 2009

i am way too busy for november
i hate it...but what to do
no work means no ka-ching!
grrrr

oh yeah! something interesting will happen in december 09
wait and see people
"ko rilek ko follow je"

;D

Oct 28, 2009

which one

i have reach a junction of my road
which one will i take
either the right or left
once i made up
i wont turn back and re-decide
i gotta decide fast
i gotta make a wise choice

Oct 26, 2009

what would you do?

what would you do if you were in my place?
stop showing off if you still a human being like everybody else

Oct 14, 2009

missing you!

i am missing family, friends & KL
;(

wanna go home ASAP

Oct 6, 2009

what has happened?

heart beating fast
adrenaline rushing fast
palm sweat like hell
what is happening to me?
am i falling in love again?

*re-editted*

haha! i fall in love with my 5string bass guitar
=P

Oct 4, 2009

raya was...

FUN!
hahaha
so many things happen during raya with family & all other relatives
this raya was the bestest & the worthest
haih! but hey...this is life right?
finally, ive buyed the 5string bass guitar! woot woot!
what a buy & it is worth it
=)

p/s :-
i'll be away for 2 weeks starting 11/10
actually im not happy but this is a decision that i alone must decide
which is better...
=)

p/s again :-
i do missing people, friends & KL
;(

Sep 24, 2009

haters? so what?

as the title above stated
i repeat again

haters? so what?
just die quickly without causing problems to others
i dont care what you think

thank you & have a nice day
=D

Sep 18, 2009

off for a while

im off for a while
cuz will be hella busy
haih!

and finally finish the lyrics that i've made
haha! naj, relax and follow the flow
we'll make it....
=)

again i wanna wish
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
=)

Sep 17, 2009

touched



this commercial ad from petronas for hari raya back in the year 2006
and it is directed by the late Allahyarhamah Yasmin Ahmad if im not mistaken
i am touched by this commercial ad because ive been in that exact situation in two years back
ive been taking care of my late nenek for like year and half and she had stroke or angin ahmar
in other word a sickness where half of your body are disabled or cant moved

at the first couple of month, i do act like the people in the ad and i do have bad temper during that time
but it all changed when she tell me this

"tok bukannye ape fitri, tok nak perhatian sikit dari korang semua, tok nak korang jaga atok macammane atok jage korang mase kecik2"

at that moment, my tears came down trembling and i hugged her and ask for her forgiveness
from that time i take care of her with all the love i had...like a new born baby i treated her till the last breath she inhaled...till now, my family and i missed her so much
but all that we have to do is redha

may her soul rest in peace
al-fatihah to allahyarharmah kiah bt kimi

Sep 15, 2009

another wishes & questions

haih...again another new entry for my beloved blog
oh blog! i love you! ahahaha =P

oh yes...its the 26th day of fasting in ramadhan
3 days left to Hari Raya people!!!
so how's your preparation?
let's do a quick neet-to-be-done list
;D

[ ] shopping
[ ] cleanning
[ ] kuih raya
[ ] duit raya packet to give
[ ] ........ (put your own need-to-be done)

if done then tick it! so let us check mine need-to-be-done
[ ] shopping
[/] new crocs Santa Cruz
[/] cleanning
[/] kuih raya
[/] duit raya packet to give
[/] backup money for emergency
[/] topup for raya (in case of emergency)
[/] long hair for raya

haha! this is mine need-to-be-done list...just didnt get the right time for shopping
yeah! you know, busy with newborn baby sister & stuff
but shopping during raya sounds cool...hahaha ;D
i got nothing this raya, all my relatives and cousins will be gathering
on my house...so got nothing to do
i do envy you guys who still got your "atuk" & "nenek"
serious...raya without them is no fun at all
haih! but what to do rite? Redha is all me & my families gotta do
again, i just wanna wish to you guys

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFTRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
JIKA ADA SALAH DAN SILAP MINTA DI AMPUNKAN
DARI HUJUNG RAMBUT KE HUJUNG KAKI,
DENGAN 10 JARI DISUSUN MEMOHON KEMAAFAN KEPADA ANDA"

yet, before ending my post i got a question for a person
if you are reading this please note that
from the day we break-up i never had any grudge on you
i do love you and still today, it never ever fade off
i never made up those stories about you
but i guess you wont believe me
i wanna apologise for what i've done to you
making you cry, making you mad and stuff
im not a perfect person but im trying to be myself not by imitate others
im sorry and hope your happy with what your doing now
my hopes & pray are with you
i'll support you no matter what
you know that i guess

people, friends of big city KUALA LUMPUR /KL
i'll be back when the time hits the spot
for now, just give me some time
i do miss you guys so wait and see okay?
;)

Sep 14, 2009

if imperfection is my name, then judge me not because you’re the same

Sep 13, 2009

which one will be the one

i've now reached the a road with two junction
either one of this road will help by

making me happy & sad in the same time
making me belonged & lonely in the same time
making me loved & hated in the same time

you don't know what it feels to be in my shoes
you don't know what it feels to be the one that have to sacrifice
you don't know what it feels to be the one who have to lose

for now, i'm here waiting & thinking for
what's the best for me

Sep 9, 2009

raya is around the corner

woah! life is moving on up fast ea?
raya is just around the corner if you noticed
this week will be hella busy!
of course, with shopping and etc.
=D

to the beautiful deanna jose:-
i miss you too but im not in KL for a while =)
i havent seen the latest Final Destination installment yet but
when im back in KL, we go and catch the movie together with udin, naj & bie
alright? =D

and yes people, please stop asking me
"weyh fit, ko dpt baby ke? tak cakap pon dah kahwin? tak ajak pon?"
haish! i got a new born baby sister lah! better get the facts straight
=_="

anyway, since raya is around the corner, im taking this opportunity
to wish you guys
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

=)

copy & paste from a friend

When did you meet the last female you texted?
hmm...its been months i guess

Would you be surprised if your ex called you tonight?
yes , of course.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yep yep

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
i do but i wont tell you

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
friends at hartamas

Your phone is ringing. Its an ex. What do you say?
hello...oh hey! it you

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
=_=" i dun have the person who has my heart atm

Were you single on your last birthday?
yes i do till now =)

Did anything brighten up your day today?
currently my newly born sis =)

What is one thing that is currently bothering you?
work i guess

When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
zhaf? aha! i cant recall the date & day =P

When is the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?
zaxk? 3weeks back i guess?

Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
both suits me better...but much better housemate =P

Will you be in a relationship next month?
depends

Do you remember who you liked three months ago?
nope

Has someone upset you in the past 48 hours?
yeap! totally

What are you freakishly obsessed with?
currently santa cruz crocs! its a must have!
xD

What have you done today?
too many too list but it is worth it

What is the last thing you did before bed last night?
listening to YUNA - Missing Star

What makes you happy?
anything that make me smile of cuz

Is your profile private?
yeap!

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
once i guess

When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?
diddy? almost everyday kot! my brother kot!

How many true friends do you have?
many i guess =P

First thing you do when you wake up in the morning?
breathe & check my phone

Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy?
can i choose alone? =_="

Who was the last person that left you a comment?
aimy! shes cute & nice =)

What's something you really want right now?
too many

Who was the last person to make fun of you?
cant remember...najib i guess?

What is something weird you have done lately?
sleep? =D

If you were going to die in 10 seconds, what would be the last thing you said?
mengucap kot! duh!

Who do you go to for advice the most?
family then friends

Can money buy happiness?
guess not

Do you think women should work or stay at home?
both! =)

What's the worst thing to happen to you today?
none

Is there a certain person that makes you feel safe?
yessss.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
ibunda tercinta

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
i hope so =P

What's something that can always make you feel better?
haha! idk...junk food maybe? =P

Sep 8, 2009

random experiment

this month, the month of september is killing me inside
it should be something quite wonderful & good memories
but why it turned vice versa
it hurts everytime i ponder & wonder about it
its been 7months ive walked this road alone without you
i hope there was a time machine to go back

Sep 7, 2009

warped

haih! a tiring day
im all worn up! damn! never felt like this before
today is the MOST tiring day for me
seriously tired

haish! how are my riends back in KL?
i miss you guys tho
=(

Sep 6, 2009

day

taken & copied from facebook
so what do you guys thinks?
is it true...i dont know
=D


"Tarikh kelahiran anda adalah
9

Ciri-ciri individu kelahiran 9
+ Pendiam & konservatif
+ Mudah mesra dengan orang tertentu
+ Mudah perasan, menyebabkan ramai orang tidak suka
+ Dikagumi kerana bersikap serius terutama berhubung dengan orang ramai
+ Dalam hal percintaan, sanggup berhabis semata-mata untuk pasangan.
+ Kadang-kala, lebih mementingkan persahabatan daripada percintaan dan sanggup memutuskan percintaan demi sahabat lama."

Sep 5, 2009

expect the unexpected

sorry guys
do reschedule
a promise is a promise okayh?
=)

Sep 3, 2009

inking hearts

no matter how far
no matter how long
im still here waiting
there is no one can heal this torn & ripped heart back
only you can

i do know you inside and out
but
do you know me as much that i know you
reminiscing the past, present and future that we've talked about
make my tears came trembling

Sep 2, 2009

its almost two weeks of fasting people
come on...don tell me you guys quit & start skipping
=)

anyway, planning something really big guys
next week will be the day!
so wait people & im looking forward to it
=D

simple

new, simple, dark layout for me
=|

*still in renovating
so wait for it
=[

thank god for a new family

yes i am happy...thanking ALLAH swt for the birth of
ALEEYA FARHANA as the new new addition to my family & my new little sister
thank you ALLAH swt
i promise to be a good big brother to her
insya'allah
for the pic you guys can check it out
through Myspace or Facebook


but the most important
i dunno why this ramadhan
i felt thankful yet regretful in the same time
the feeling seems to killing me inside
this sensation arrives again like
a thousand knives stabbed thru my heart

yeah...its should be a year if we carry it on
hope you do realise...do you?
=|

Aug 30, 2009

the bestest so far

29 August is the best thing that ever happen
even tho it happen every puasa & year
its a unique & different to me
buka puasa at Seri Melayu, Jalan Conlay
is a tradition for my family
=D

here some of the pic
=D





Aug 28, 2009

raya target



Crocs Santa Cruz is a must for this raya
=)

Aug 26, 2009

alive and kickin

I was born on a Monday and since my birthday...
I've been living for 21 years
I've been living for 255 months
I've been living for 1,111 weeks
I've been living for 7,780 days
I've been living for 186,721 hours
I've been living for 11,203,317 minutes
I've been living for 672,199,076 seconds
I've breathed more than 106,250,085 times!
I've blinked my eyes more than 112,625,085 times!
My heart has beaten more than 784,232,190 times!

Aug 25, 2009

the journey of fasting continues

the 4th day of fasting
its a bit tiring day for me tho
a lot of work gotta do

whats tomorrow plan?
heading to BANGI
got some work & some clique to meet up
cant wait
=)

Aug 24, 2009

heartless

did it ever occur to you that everything i did is to impress you?
did it ever occur to you that i make sacrifices that you wouldnt?
i guess not right
=|

119th

yeah...this far ive posted
cant believe it tho
anyhow,its the 3rd day
how was yours? great?

selamat berbuka puasa guys!

p/s:-
bie, udin & naj
nanti kite buke sesame dowh!
makan nasi lemak tetek kampong baru!
=D

btw, bangi! here i come on Wednesday!
=)

Aug 23, 2009

ahh here again at last

yes...ramadhan has arrive again
and yet again it remind me of something
something that was memorable
yes but not this exact time and year
last year and this year was different

as always loneliness strives and walk besides me
its been like 8 months now
move on or wait?
depends on me

Aug 19, 2009

rain

haish....i hate rain
i hate it so much
so some say its a gift from god above
but for me, it reminds me of sad & sorrowful things
thats why i hate rain
it reminds me of something, someone and etc
it hurts more than more to remind it

life's goes on and hoping for a better future
but still i wish i can turn back the time
and fix all the things that has happened

*sigh*


btw, happy fasting people
selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak
=)

Aug 18, 2009

not in the mood for blogging
but i need to let it all out
=|

Aug 16, 2009

t h i n k

what is friends?
define to me the word friends?

if u know & understand what is friends, your worth it to have friends
and dont just come tell your so so great stories to me
it make me to puke and cause me hatred all over!

enough is enough....
where is your friends when your down? none right!
they only come when your up & going!
think! you dont have to find friends, friends will come to you
if you have the right attitude

so please think!

Aug 15, 2009

some fighting browser game
its cute and fun

click here
http://xbammabx.mybrute.com

just try it for fun oke?
=)

Aug 11, 2009

rejected

currently on my itunes is playing "Love Hurts" by incubus...
im going thru a phase/stage of depressing & hurtful moment
a friend of mine once said
"problems will never stop coming, the way to make it gone is solving it"

so i gotta try solving it 1 by 1, no matter how hard it is
here the song lyrics...enjoy the song!

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

Without love I won't survive

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

Love hurts, ohhh-oh ohh
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive
Love hurts la-la-la-la-la-la oh
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive

whats your name again?

mum out from the hospital but gotta admit again by next week
duh! its tiring...but still im looking forward for this
finally, im goin to get a new lil sister

yeay!! finally a girl...

by the way, ramadhan is drawing near
again...the fasting season is where our "nafsu" are tested
so? embrace & prepare ourself okay?

may god bless us all...amin!

Aug 8, 2009

song at the moment



I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry

It's hard to forget
And yes I regret
All these mistakes

I don't know why you're leaving Me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right

But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you chose to let me down

Won't you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
(Yeh yeh yeh)

What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
I guess I'll never know...

talented

guys, check this out
this kid is talented
=)
worth checking

http://www.myspace.com/acousticnajho

Aug 7, 2009

away

i got a heap of probs...not to mention recently that been added
so ive taken my leave for two months....yeap! 2 months
not for having fun or running away....
1month is just to take care of my mom, shes is almost to giving birth to
a new baby...so i do have to take care of her for a while
another 1month is just to calm my mind at ease before going back to KL
when i come back...i want to settle all my problem
so just wait and see....just give me two months
and you'll see...

no one knows what ive keep deep down in my heart...
not even my closest friends or family...
i rather keep it inside...
when the times come...
i let it out and let you know

third person

i wanna thank you this 3RD PERSON for ruining everything
and you...still the same, didnt ask me 1st before attacking me
why you trust them? why dont you ask me? why?
trees wont move if no wind blows

so think!

Jul 29, 2009

the quote

" When I see your smile, and I know it’s not for me, that’s when I’ll miss you. So, Where is the “good” in goodbye? "


i quote it from a friend of mine...
thats deep and it makes me stop & think for a while
dont you agreed?
=|

Jul 27, 2009

come come

work....please come to me
need WORK asap please
huhuhuhu

=(

Jul 25, 2009

changing the blog layout...
simple is enough rite?
=)

Jul 19, 2009

you

currently im tensed & confused
what are you? changeling? some kind of freak? or something?
i dont even know you anymore

changes? friends? memories?
whats with all that?

im somewhat blur right now....
tell me why?

Jul 10, 2009

ngaa! so much to do...
schedule is lock and loaded!
july is f**kin busy...
invitation, envy,penang
wargh!
plus nowdays kinda lazy to update blogs
haish

p/s:- i got a new sister 280809
weee!
=D

Jul 6, 2009

randomly

I WANT TO...be able to achieve anything, being number 1 every time, being happy again, eat & sleep to my heart content
I WANT...
a macbook lappy, DSLR, SUPRA sneaks and new specs
I AM HAPPIEST WHEN...with the one i LOVED most
I AM PISSED OFF WHEN...things going haywire, last minute planned, people lied
CAFFEINE & NICOTINE...are my source of energy to stay awake
WHEN I WAS 13...im a fat kid who like to eat & sleep, and play PS all day
GOING TO WORK IS...fun and exciting
WHEN MY MUM COOKS...someone will kacau her ;P
IF ONLY I HAD RM10...i buy coke & m&m's...those is a must!
THE BEST HANGOUT SPOT...the curve, hartamas square & nasi lemak KSS kg baru!
LIFE HAS TAUGHT ME TO...stop, look back, think and try to move on
THE BEST ICE CREAM FALVOUR IN THE WORLD...chocolate & tiramisu!
A DURIAN IS...a stinky fruit i hate so much
THE TOILET SEAT...is the toilet seat la, what else
I GET STOMACH ACHE WHEN...i eat something that basi la
MY PARENTS DONT LIKE IT WHEN I...i didnt came back home
STARING AT THE COMPUTER SCREEN...is what i do most before starting my work
I THINK MEGAN FOX...is friggin hot! hotter if she is my girlfriend(in my dreams!) ;p
TRAVELLING IN KL...is ok if you can avoid KTM and jam from the 5PM to 7PM or anytime during the weekend ;D

Jun 15, 2009

another untitled

"love is just an emotional threat for blackmail" - juliana evans (sofie) in KAMI the series

hahaha....cool quote eh? kinda bring me the sense back
=)

Jun 6, 2009

re-visited CONVERSE I AM LACED

okay okay
i know you guys want me to tell what happen etc
wait for my next post aite??
i will tell you all about it & also the pics!
dun worry

so keep on checkin my blog for latest post

p/s:- been busy currently with work
friends! i miss you guys!
;(

May 29, 2009

are you ready?

kuantan! are you ready to rock?!

tomorrow 3pm till 7pm @ teluk cempedak, kuantan, CONVERSE I AM LACED gig tour!!
all gig lovers, headbangers & crowd surfer see you guys there!!!

May 28, 2009

coming really soon

phew! what a day today
wake up around 9 today
*ps:- still off day! ahahaha =)
then had some breakfast
after breakfast...headed to my grandma house...
visiting her for a while then head straight to BANGI
arrive BANGI around 2 something like that
*wah! that was a fast driving...i didnt even notice myself xD

pickup some things, hangin out with friends for a while
head back damansara, unloading the stuff, had lunch
then poof! asleep cuz im really tired tho plus juz getting better from demam!
haish!

i wake up around 7pm like that
headed to A&W PJ alone to have dinner
suddenly crave for a&w root beer! ahahaha

head back...got a call from my cousin inviting me go jamming with him
head back home taking bass guitar and head straight to cheras!
arrive there, what else to do? jamming & headbanging la!

finish jamming then head to lepak2 at steven corner with my cousin
lepaking, talking, eating & stuff suddenly there was a group of ahmoi chantek
seriously terbaek punye! ahaha
but hey, who gives the shit? just checkin them out

i return home and head myself infront of pc typing this blog
ahahaha
xD

well,thats what i have been doing for today
=D

p/s:- my mum is pregnant AGAIN
haish! i got a new lil bro/lil sis
who knows rite? just wait & see
=)

May 27, 2009

I AM LACED....how about you?



yes...as stated above!
CONVERSE I AM LACED GIG TOUR this saturday
at Teluk Cempedak, Kuantan, PAHANG
Entrance is FOC!
With the Performance by YUNA, PESAWAT, KOMPLOT, PURE VIBRACION, & ROBOT ASMARA
plus with special appearance by Liyana Jasmay & The Band

so PAHANG!! are you ready to rock?!
see you guys this saturday from 3 till 7pm
=D

May 26, 2009

argh argh argh

sleep at 6 am and wake up at 12pm
wah! 6 hours of sleeping
and im not feeling so well
*feels like i got a fever
haish!

so many wwork need to be done
website,poster,flyers & re-touching pictures
deadline? next monday
so...get a lil bit of time to rest

money running low...later on heading to atm
and grab some dinner...lately so lazy to cook myself
idk...maybe of so many work
=|

anyhow, got lotsa work need to be done
by this week...haish! what to do
this is life rite?

p/s:-
this week UEFA cup FINALE at ROME
between MANCHESTER UNITED vs BARCELONA
who will win? idk just wait and see
btw, i will rooting for THE RED DEVILS
=)
currently addicted to this song =)
mood ; demam la pulak?!

Don't Trust Me by 3OH!3

Black dress with the tights underneath,
I got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth,
And shes an actress (actress),
But she ain't got no need.
Shes got money from her parents in a trust fund back east.
T-t-t-tongues always pressed to your cheeks,
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girls teeth,
T-tell your boyfriend if he says hes got beef,
That I'm a vegetarian and I ain't fucking scared of him.

She wants to touch me (Woah),
She wants to love me (Woah),
She'll never leave me (Woah, woah, oh, oh),
Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho,
Won't trust me.

X's on the back of your hands,
Wash them in the bathroom to drink like the bands.
And your setlist (setlist),
You stole off the stage,
Had red and purple lipstick all over the page.
B-b-b-bruises cover your arms,
Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm.
And the best is (best is),
No one knows who you are,
Just another girl alone at the bar.

She wants to touch me (Woah),
She wants to love me (Woah),
She'll never leave me (Woah, woah, oh, oh),
Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho,
Won't trust me.

Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.
I said, Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.
I said, Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.

Woah, woah, woah...

She wants to touch me (Woah),
She wants to love me (Woah),
She'll never leave me (Woah, woah, oh, oh),
Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho,
Won't trust me

May 23, 2009

head ache ?!

wah!
my head is gonna burst doing website!
need to take a break for a while...deadline this monday!
OMG

need a really quick break & continue work ASAP!
if not done ASAP,no payment i will get...

huhu

May 22, 2009

spacing out

im currently to start losing everyone that close to me
haish

im sad...
why things change like this way?

=(

May 17, 2009

deja-vu

I keep saying "I want to be loved"
in my own special way, but you still don't get the hint.
I have this nagging feeling
that I'll never see you again...

I wish I could tell you, but I can't find the words
Maybe I'd rather just listen to you
I can't even say "Don't leave me."

When you let go of my hand
will you forget about me?

I lose myself completely,
and can find no words to say
Yet, one thing, your voice
still remains

Everything about you, your smile, your laugh,
keeps me walking forward,
If I Just look up, where the clouds start to break...
I think you know what i mean

because of love im happy
because of love im broken
because of love im sad
because of love im all alone

bencinta?

Aku adalah kamu
kita dulu adalah satu
kamu datang tepat di saat aku butuh
aku hilang tanpamu
seharusnya mereka bikin satu kata baru
yang benar-benar bisa menjelaskan apaa yang aku rasakan
satu kata di atas kata "sayang"
di atas kata "cinta"
satu kata yang ertinya lebih
dari semua kata yang pernah ada
karena kata "cinta"
tak pernah cukup mewakili apa yang aku rasa sekarang

terlalu berat buat manusia biasa untuk bisa mengerti
dan menjalani CINTA tapi yang pasti
perkahwinan dengan CINTA akan berlangsung selamanya
karena cinta itu HAKIKI

aku bukan apa-apa tanpa mu
aku hilang tanpamu
kamu tahu bertapa terseksanya aku
tanpa kamu
i slept at 3am and wake up on 9am
wah...6 hours of sleeping
really short...what is really happened to me?

its been a while i didn't post something
weird, rite?

so...here it goes!

LOST

currently,im lost...
yes, totally LOST

ive LOST the will of talking
ive LOST the will of thinking

and in the same moment, i just kept thinking of this one person
i tried so many things to forget this person and moved on
but i cant...its stuck in my head

yes, this person is EVERYTHING
yeah...i cant moved on
really i cant...no matter what i do
still it will be the same

May 14, 2009

my life be like?

idk how my life will be like actually...hahaha

idk but so far, okay
i guess

=)

today one of my friend asked me this
"fit,dalam hidup ko la en...cinta itu ape? sekadar melengkapkan hidup atau sebahagian dari diri ko?"

i was shocked about the question and i replied
"sebahagian diri ako...awat ang tanya camtu?"

without replying my question, he just smiled & say "baguslah camtu"
then he space out...

hmm...why did he ask me like that? its kinda weird tho...

so what about ur guys opinion? i really wanna hear it from u guys
=D

May 9, 2009

thank you

thank you guys!
i really appreciate it!
thanks for wishing my birthday...it does mean a lot to me...
i was wishing & hoping a person wish me 1st but i never receive it...haish

nevermind

anyhow, im 21 now
(OMG! im getting old now)
cant believe im getting old...haha

here are my 21st bday wishes ;-
i) hoping my band (friday melody) album will release ASAP(fyi i play bass for them =D)
ii) buy new phone (no more pda) & green psp
iii) get those wicked SUPRA sneaks!!
iv) continue my study to USA end of this year =D

those are my 5 from my 21 bday wishes...hehe
hope i can accomplished it! ganbatte!

btw, i managed being invulnerable AGAIN for the 4th time from the attack of the "tepong & telor"...haha
i told you guys already...im gonna make a new record

haha
=P

last but not least
thanks a million for the wishes & present
i HEART you guys!
=D

one of my favourite qoute

"Colours is my day-long obsession, joy and torment."
CLAUDE MONET (1840-1926)

can you guys catch the meaning?
i do....
=D

May 8, 2009

21? happy birthday?

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me

yeah! finnaly im 21
OMG! im old now...
haish

=D

May 6, 2009

2 days left?! OMG

yeah!
2 days more left people
lets countdown together!

and btw, i will make NEW record for the 4TH year
of not being attacked with "telor + tepong"
ahahaha
xD

wait and see people

here i come!

May 5, 2009

4 days left to the BIG day

yes people....
just 4 days left...
i wonder which i will get?
present or :tepung & telur"?

ahahahaha
xD

May 3, 2009

coming really soon 090509

oh my god! damn it!
its getting nearer...just 6 more days left!!
damn it! im getting older!
my birthday is getting f**kin near & im gettin f**kin older!
haish! its been 21 years that ive been living up till now...
its not that im scared or dislike birthday
its just keeps reminding me of getting old, thats what i hate the most!
but hey? what can i do about that right? just deal with it

actually i cant believe myself for getting thru this far
(im 21 guys...so it kinda far rite? we dunno what will happen next)
im thanking god the almighty, my mom & dad, brothers, cousins, friends
without you guys i dunno what to do...
thank you for the memories and stuff!
i love you guys a lot! serious!

on my birthday, there a few wish that i hope it will come true
this 1...i cant tell you guys what is it...so its a secret ;)
i also wanna thank you for you guys that read this blog
domo arigato! i really appreciate it :)

okee okee...i know some of you guys are counting down the days
to throw me the "tepung" & "telur" as the intro & outro of my happy birthday...hahaha
no worries guys! i really wish that u guys can do it this year! =D
cause its been 3 yeears that i havent been hit with it
remember that fellas...so im gonnna make it 4 for my new record!
so best of luck people! =)
thank you! and have a great day!

Apr 30, 2009

depeche

yes...again & again
i am IN LOVING MEMORY & RESTING IN PEACE
(1988-2009)
ahahaha! jokin only people!
kinda a bit relaxed for now...
ah! penat skarang doh!
keje berlambak!
byk barang nk kene beli skang!
BASS nk cari wokk!!
what the fish?! yes! im looking for a bass!
why? nk main le...ape lagi...
hahaha

so...anyone? pls inform me ASAP please?
thank you!

Apr 28, 2009

i am currently RIP
ahaha! yes people!
working, relaxing & etc
wah! syiok oh!
xD

but still so many things & work to do!
aiya! deadline!
argh!

Apr 23, 2009

ah...life has been so tired,stressed & what else eh?
haish! see...im gone to the blur zone again
man...i hate this...being like this yet again
hasih!

nothin interesting to post!
wish that i have something to post
aaaaaa!

Apr 22, 2009

ahh!

man...this week been so fucking stressed & depressing
its getting worst every day
why?

Apr 7, 2009

okaeri

haish...this song brings back the memory

Ayaka - Okaeri Sweet Home
from the Japanese Drama "Zettai Kareshi"(Absolute Boyfriend)

Apr 3, 2009

memoirs

haish...nowdays is like shit
i dunno why but it just like that to me nowdays...
im lost of words to wrote something...ive lost it
no more enthusiasm
i rather be alone than getting hurt
but...will i do it?
giving up the HOPES?
giving up the DREAMS?
giving up the PROMISES?
giving up all that, pretend nothing ever happened?

how can i do that? tell me!
it was all real and not a fantasy or dream...
now, im waiting here alone
all thats left is the memories & presence that make my heart in pain & my eyes to shed tears

Mar 23, 2009

im currently blank...
im currently empty...
im currently confuse...
im currently blur...

Mar 17, 2009

i am empty
i cant feel anything
im hopeless
im speechlees
im torn apart
im dying

Mar 10, 2009

i love you so much
and i so need you by myside
='(

Mar 8, 2009

forward to the past

i wake up and checked my phone
no messages nor missed call for me & my phone battery is low....haish
this morning im totally empty & blur....i dunno what to do
my heads hurts really bad nowdays...ouch!

head to the kitchen...there's just nasi lemak that mom buyed for me
i look at the clock and its 12 pm...no wonder mom already tapau me nasi lemak
means no lunch today...i sat and ate the nasi lemak even tho im not that hungry
after finish eating, head straight to the bathroom

done thaking shower,head straight to the pc
aahh! internet is f**kin slow nowdays, wtf streamyx!
making me stress....then continue on logging MySpace,Friendster,Facebook Tagged & YouTube,
same ol same ol...nothing change,just getting more boring than usual

at YouTube....i found some of the videos ive been looking for
i cant believe it..they upload it on YouTube...i thought they were joking
its for real...damn! i laughed myself out

here....check out the vids guys
this vid is f**kin old...its around 2007 i guess
half of the gang was here...We were having our dinner
then suddenly, started to some stupid stuff...hahaha



damn! i miss this times
so many things i miss
watching this vid just make me laugh

but still im in an unease condition, so many problems nowdays
i know this is life but it just make me to give up now
but i dunno what to do
i need....

march playlist

yes people...this march playlist part 1
ive played this on my itunes
a lil bit old & new skool mixed up
=)

God Damn by Qba Libre & M1
Right Now (Na Na Na) by Akon
Save You by Simple Plan
A Little Too Not Over You by David Archuletta
ATWA & System of A Down by System Of A Down
Love You Yes & C'mon Operator by Couple
Dead and Gone by TI feat Justin Timberlake
Right Round by Flo Rida
She Is My Sin & Dead Boy's Poem by Nightwish
My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clarkson
Sober by Pink
Rocket, After Midnight & Deeper Conversation by Yuna
Broken by Seether feat Amy Lee
Mengintai Langit by CoCo
Faith by Seven Collar T-Shirt
Empty by The Click Five
Selepas Kau Pergi by La Luna
Provocateur by The SIGIT
Disko Tanpa Risiko, Nora Zain & Konflik Metropolis by KOMPLOT
Valentine's Day by Linkin Park
Jangan Lupakan by Nidji

for now this is it....will update it later
=|

Mar 7, 2009

dead m a n walking

argh! saturday!!
BB is boring nowdays! i dunno why!
but seriously its getting bored and hot!
i were there with Akid today....hanging out at Kitaro
before hanging out there, we were planning to sell the Nokia N70
but no one wants to take it in...damn! its just a minor problem!
just take the damn f**king phone, repair, format it and sell it back!
is it that hard to do that! damn those people at lowyat & sungei wang...
haish...

then suddenly,around 4 something, mom called me
asking me to come Kota Damansara to accompany her to buy some groceries
from BB off to KD...furthermore,its raining not so heavily...
while waiting for my mom to pick me up at The Curve,
i headed to Teh Tarik Place, yes! this place is f**kin awesome dude!
large glass of teh tarik is the best!! and as usual it is always crowded!
as i step into the place...people was like starring at me? am i a criminal or do something bad?
man! it just my hairdo people....whats so weird bout it

im doin mohawk and on the right side of my head got a double line and it looks like the letter V
man..im doing this for fun...is it a problem for you guys...haish...people nowdays is like f**king retarded and hypocrite....i dont disturb you people so whats with that look...hell with that~!!
mom pick me up 15min later then headed to GIANT KD to buy the groceries needed!
after that,yeah i headed to this place!
J.CO Donuts & Coffee! hell yeah!


this is my top favourite!
OREOLOGY!
i buy two dozen of this~!
ahahaha
its been a while i havent eatin it
xD



then i saw this cut little thingy called "mini donuts"
so i bought it too....my mom was like holding her head
and ask me wether i can finish it or not...
and fyi, yes i do finish all these donuts
and currently im full with
xD



donuts is like drugs to me nowdays...
ahahaha =D
seriously, i do mean what i say

hail to KOMPLOT (pictures)!!

ahaha
yes! as i promised...
here are some of the pics of KOMPLOT during souncheck,performing 3 of their hit song and interview withh Shaq & Dina on Xgig Xtended at Xfresh FM! Pics credits to Yap Khentang!



(p/s :- i tried to upload all the pic but this is all i got...damned pc!)