Sep 24, 2009

haters? so what?

as the title above stated
i repeat again

haters? so what?
just die quickly without causing problems to others
i dont care what you think

thank you & have a nice day
=D

Sep 18, 2009

off for a while

im off for a while
cuz will be hella busy
haih!

and finally finish the lyrics that i've made
haha! naj, relax and follow the flow
we'll make it....
=)

again i wanna wish
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
=)

Sep 17, 2009

touched



this commercial ad from petronas for hari raya back in the year 2006
and it is directed by the late Allahyarhamah Yasmin Ahmad if im not mistaken
i am touched by this commercial ad because ive been in that exact situation in two years back
ive been taking care of my late nenek for like year and half and she had stroke or angin ahmar
in other word a sickness where half of your body are disabled or cant moved

at the first couple of month, i do act like the people in the ad and i do have bad temper during that time
but it all changed when she tell me this

"tok bukannye ape fitri, tok nak perhatian sikit dari korang semua, tok nak korang jaga atok macammane atok jage korang mase kecik2"

at that moment, my tears came down trembling and i hugged her and ask for her forgiveness
from that time i take care of her with all the love i had...like a new born baby i treated her till the last breath she inhaled...till now, my family and i missed her so much
but all that we have to do is redha

may her soul rest in peace
al-fatihah to allahyarharmah kiah bt kimi

Sep 15, 2009

another wishes & questions

haih...again another new entry for my beloved blog
oh blog! i love you! ahahaha =P

oh yes...its the 26th day of fasting in ramadhan
3 days left to Hari Raya people!!!
so how's your preparation?
let's do a quick neet-to-be-done list
;D

[ ] shopping
[ ] cleanning
[ ] kuih raya
[ ] duit raya packet to give
[ ] ........ (put your own need-to-be done)

if done then tick it! so let us check mine need-to-be-done
[ ] shopping
[/] new crocs Santa Cruz
[/] cleanning
[/] kuih raya
[/] duit raya packet to give
[/] backup money for emergency
[/] topup for raya (in case of emergency)
[/] long hair for raya

haha! this is mine need-to-be-done list...just didnt get the right time for shopping
yeah! you know, busy with newborn baby sister & stuff
but shopping during raya sounds cool...hahaha ;D
i got nothing this raya, all my relatives and cousins will be gathering
on my house...so got nothing to do
i do envy you guys who still got your "atuk" & "nenek"
serious...raya without them is no fun at all
haih! but what to do rite? Redha is all me & my families gotta do
again, i just wanna wish to you guys

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFTRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
JIKA ADA SALAH DAN SILAP MINTA DI AMPUNKAN
DARI HUJUNG RAMBUT KE HUJUNG KAKI,
DENGAN 10 JARI DISUSUN MEMOHON KEMAAFAN KEPADA ANDA"

yet, before ending my post i got a question for a person
if you are reading this please note that
from the day we break-up i never had any grudge on you
i do love you and still today, it never ever fade off
i never made up those stories about you
but i guess you wont believe me
i wanna apologise for what i've done to you
making you cry, making you mad and stuff
im not a perfect person but im trying to be myself not by imitate others
im sorry and hope your happy with what your doing now
my hopes & pray are with you
i'll support you no matter what
you know that i guess

people, friends of big city KUALA LUMPUR /KL
i'll be back when the time hits the spot
for now, just give me some time
i do miss you guys so wait and see okay?
;)

Sep 14, 2009

if imperfection is my name, then judge me not because you’re the same

Sep 13, 2009

which one will be the one

i've now reached the a road with two junction
either one of this road will help by

making me happy & sad in the same time
making me belonged & lonely in the same time
making me loved & hated in the same time

you don't know what it feels to be in my shoes
you don't know what it feels to be the one that have to sacrifice
you don't know what it feels to be the one who have to lose

for now, i'm here waiting & thinking for
what's the best for me

Sep 9, 2009

raya is around the corner

woah! life is moving on up fast ea?
raya is just around the corner if you noticed
this week will be hella busy!
of course, with shopping and etc.
=D

to the beautiful deanna jose:-
i miss you too but im not in KL for a while =)
i havent seen the latest Final Destination installment yet but
when im back in KL, we go and catch the movie together with udin, naj & bie
alright? =D

and yes people, please stop asking me
"weyh fit, ko dpt baby ke? tak cakap pon dah kahwin? tak ajak pon?"
haish! i got a new born baby sister lah! better get the facts straight
=_="

anyway, since raya is around the corner, im taking this opportunity
to wish you guys
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

=)

copy & paste from a friend

When did you meet the last female you texted?
hmm...its been months i guess

Would you be surprised if your ex called you tonight?
yes , of course.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yep yep

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
i do but i wont tell you

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
friends at hartamas

Your phone is ringing. Its an ex. What do you say?
hello...oh hey! it you

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
=_=" i dun have the person who has my heart atm

Were you single on your last birthday?
yes i do till now =)

Did anything brighten up your day today?
currently my newly born sis =)

What is one thing that is currently bothering you?
work i guess

When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
zhaf? aha! i cant recall the date & day =P

When is the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?
zaxk? 3weeks back i guess?

Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
both suits me better...but much better housemate =P

Will you be in a relationship next month?
depends

Do you remember who you liked three months ago?
nope

Has someone upset you in the past 48 hours?
yeap! totally

What are you freakishly obsessed with?
currently santa cruz crocs! its a must have!
xD

What have you done today?
too many too list but it is worth it

What is the last thing you did before bed last night?
listening to YUNA - Missing Star

What makes you happy?
anything that make me smile of cuz

Is your profile private?
yeap!

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
once i guess

When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?
diddy? almost everyday kot! my brother kot!

How many true friends do you have?
many i guess =P

First thing you do when you wake up in the morning?
breathe & check my phone

Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy?
can i choose alone? =_="

Who was the last person that left you a comment?
aimy! shes cute & nice =)

What's something you really want right now?
too many

Who was the last person to make fun of you?
cant remember...najib i guess?

What is something weird you have done lately?
sleep? =D

If you were going to die in 10 seconds, what would be the last thing you said?
mengucap kot! duh!

Who do you go to for advice the most?
family then friends

Can money buy happiness?
guess not

Do you think women should work or stay at home?
both! =)

What's the worst thing to happen to you today?
none

Is there a certain person that makes you feel safe?
yessss.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
ibunda tercinta

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
i hope so =P

What's something that can always make you feel better?
haha! idk...junk food maybe? =P

Sep 8, 2009

random experiment

this month, the month of september is killing me inside
it should be something quite wonderful & good memories
but why it turned vice versa
it hurts everytime i ponder & wonder about it
its been 7months ive walked this road alone without you
i hope there was a time machine to go back

Sep 7, 2009

warped

haih! a tiring day
im all worn up! damn! never felt like this before
today is the MOST tiring day for me
seriously tired

haish! how are my riends back in KL?
i miss you guys tho
=(

Sep 6, 2009

day

taken & copied from facebook
so what do you guys thinks?
is it true...i dont know
=D


"Tarikh kelahiran anda adalah
9

Ciri-ciri individu kelahiran 9
+ Pendiam & konservatif
+ Mudah mesra dengan orang tertentu
+ Mudah perasan, menyebabkan ramai orang tidak suka
+ Dikagumi kerana bersikap serius terutama berhubung dengan orang ramai
+ Dalam hal percintaan, sanggup berhabis semata-mata untuk pasangan.
+ Kadang-kala, lebih mementingkan persahabatan daripada percintaan dan sanggup memutuskan percintaan demi sahabat lama."

Sep 5, 2009

expect the unexpected

sorry guys
do reschedule
a promise is a promise okayh?
=)

Sep 3, 2009

inking hearts

no matter how far
no matter how long
im still here waiting
there is no one can heal this torn & ripped heart back
only you can

i do know you inside and out
but
do you know me as much that i know you
reminiscing the past, present and future that we've talked about
make my tears came trembling

Sep 2, 2009

its almost two weeks of fasting people
come on...don tell me you guys quit & start skipping
=)

anyway, planning something really big guys
next week will be the day!
so wait people & im looking forward to it
=D

simple

new, simple, dark layout for me
=|

*still in renovating
so wait for it
=[

thank god for a new family

yes i am happy...thanking ALLAH swt for the birth of
ALEEYA FARHANA as the new new addition to my family & my new little sister
thank you ALLAH swt
i promise to be a good big brother to her
insya'allah
for the pic you guys can check it out
through Myspace or Facebook


but the most important
i dunno why this ramadhan
i felt thankful yet regretful in the same time
the feeling seems to killing me inside
this sensation arrives again like
a thousand knives stabbed thru my heart

yeah...its should be a year if we carry it on
hope you do realise...do you?
=|