memoirs

haish...nowdays is like shit
i dunno why but it just like that to me nowdays...
im lost of words to wrote something...ive lost it
no more enthusiasm
i rather be alone than getting hurt
but...will i do it?
giving up the HOPES?
giving up the DREAMS?
giving up the PROMISES?
giving up all that, pretend nothing ever happened?

how can i do that? tell me!
it was all real and not a fantasy or dream...
now, im waiting here alone
all thats left is the memories & presence that make my heart in pain & my eyes to shed tears