which one will be the one

i've now reached the a road with two junction
either one of this road will help by

making me happy & sad in the same time
making me belonged & lonely in the same time
making me loved & hated in the same time

you don't know what it feels to be in my shoes
you don't know what it feels to be the one that have to sacrifice
you don't know what it feels to be the one who have to lose

for now, i'm here waiting & thinking for
what's the best for me