Aug 30, 2009

the bestest so far

29 August is the best thing that ever happen
even tho it happen every puasa & year
its a unique & different to me
buka puasa at Seri Melayu, Jalan Conlay
is a tradition for my family
=D

here some of the pic
=D





Aug 28, 2009

raya target



Crocs Santa Cruz is a must for this raya
=)

Aug 26, 2009

alive and kickin

I was born on a Monday and since my birthday...
I've been living for 21 years
I've been living for 255 months
I've been living for 1,111 weeks
I've been living for 7,780 days
I've been living for 186,721 hours
I've been living for 11,203,317 minutes
I've been living for 672,199,076 seconds
I've breathed more than 106,250,085 times!
I've blinked my eyes more than 112,625,085 times!
My heart has beaten more than 784,232,190 times!

Aug 25, 2009

the journey of fasting continues

the 4th day of fasting
its a bit tiring day for me tho
a lot of work gotta do

whats tomorrow plan?
heading to BANGI
got some work & some clique to meet up
cant wait
=)

Aug 24, 2009

heartless

did it ever occur to you that everything i did is to impress you?
did it ever occur to you that i make sacrifices that you wouldnt?
i guess not right
=|

119th

yeah...this far ive posted
cant believe it tho
anyhow,its the 3rd day
how was yours? great?

selamat berbuka puasa guys!

p/s:-
bie, udin & naj
nanti kite buke sesame dowh!
makan nasi lemak tetek kampong baru!
=D

btw, bangi! here i come on Wednesday!
=)

Aug 23, 2009

ahh here again at last

yes...ramadhan has arrive again
and yet again it remind me of something
something that was memorable
yes but not this exact time and year
last year and this year was different

as always loneliness strives and walk besides me
its been like 8 months now
move on or wait?
depends on me

Aug 19, 2009

rain

haish....i hate rain
i hate it so much
so some say its a gift from god above
but for me, it reminds me of sad & sorrowful things
thats why i hate rain
it reminds me of something, someone and etc
it hurts more than more to remind it

life's goes on and hoping for a better future
but still i wish i can turn back the time
and fix all the things that has happened

*sigh*


btw, happy fasting people
selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak
=)

Aug 18, 2009

not in the mood for blogging
but i need to let it all out
=|

Aug 16, 2009

t h i n k

what is friends?
define to me the word friends?

if u know & understand what is friends, your worth it to have friends
and dont just come tell your so so great stories to me
it make me to puke and cause me hatred all over!

enough is enough....
where is your friends when your down? none right!
they only come when your up & going!
think! you dont have to find friends, friends will come to you
if you have the right attitude

so please think!

Aug 15, 2009

some fighting browser game
its cute and fun

click here
http://xbammabx.mybrute.com

just try it for fun oke?
=)

Aug 11, 2009

rejected

currently on my itunes is playing "Love Hurts" by incubus...
im going thru a phase/stage of depressing & hurtful moment
a friend of mine once said
"problems will never stop coming, the way to make it gone is solving it"

so i gotta try solving it 1 by 1, no matter how hard it is
here the song lyrics...enjoy the song!

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

Without love I won't survive

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

Love hurts, ohhh-oh ohh
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive
Love hurts la-la-la-la-la-la oh
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive

whats your name again?

mum out from the hospital but gotta admit again by next week
duh! its tiring...but still im looking forward for this
finally, im goin to get a new lil sister

yeay!! finally a girl...

by the way, ramadhan is drawing near
again...the fasting season is where our "nafsu" are tested
so? embrace & prepare ourself okay?

may god bless us all...amin!

Aug 8, 2009

song at the moment



I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry

It's hard to forget
And yes I regret
All these mistakes

I don't know why you're leaving Me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right

But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you chose to let me down

Won't you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
(Yeh yeh yeh)

What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
I guess I'll never know...

talented

guys, check this out
this kid is talented
=)
worth checking

http://www.myspace.com/acousticnajho

Aug 7, 2009

away

i got a heap of probs...not to mention recently that been added
so ive taken my leave for two months....yeap! 2 months
not for having fun or running away....
1month is just to take care of my mom, shes is almost to giving birth to
a new baby...so i do have to take care of her for a while
another 1month is just to calm my mind at ease before going back to KL
when i come back...i want to settle all my problem
so just wait and see....just give me two months
and you'll see...

no one knows what ive keep deep down in my heart...
not even my closest friends or family...
i rather keep it inside...
when the times come...
i let it out and let you know

third person

i wanna thank you this 3RD PERSON for ruining everything
and you...still the same, didnt ask me 1st before attacking me
why you trust them? why dont you ask me? why?
trees wont move if no wind blows

so think!