missing

i miss you so much!
yes i do! just like the lyrics in with you by chris brown
"I need ya boo I gotta see ya boo And the hearts all over the world tonight, Said the hearts all over the world tonight"
yes! i miss you sayangku nadia marissa!
i want u right now!
=(

We are back!

yes! were back!
hell yeah im happy! who wouldnt!
thank you sayang!
i love u more than ever!
yes! i do sayang!
never ever change even a bit!
i need her...
she completes me!
no one else can complete me just her!
yes! she is nadia marissa bt mazlan!
my everything, my all, my cintahati, my cintamati, my superhuman!
we are superhuman to each other!

*im so happy and it makes my tears came trembling*

aaaa

wake up late...again
pftt! nothin to do
bored!
someone kill me please?
ahahaha!

xD

empty

empty Definition

empty (emp′tē)

adjective emptier -·tier, emptiest -·ti·est

1. containing nothing; having nothing in it
2. having no one in it; unoccupied; vacant an empty house
3. carrying or bearing nothing; bare
4. having no worth or purpose; useless or unsatisfying empty pleasure
5. without meaning or force; insincere; vain empty promises
6. Informal hungry

yeah...i feel empty
why? how? when?
i cant give you answer to that
cant somebody save me please?

countdown to 2 0 0 9

haish...life is fun..
i quote the saying
"some say live life the fullest"
am i living my life the fullest?
even i dont have the answer to that question
hahaha...i aint bluffing....this is SERIOUS SHIT!
2008 is going to an end soon...i managed to achieve 80% of it...
20% of it? snap! like snapping a finger it just gone like that...(some of you might know why right?)
2009 just around the corner...whats my new year solution & hope?
oh so lot to list it down here...so i will tell u my top wish for the 2009
here are the few....

*i want the old times back
*i want achieve that 20%
*i want HER back ( i do love you & i do miss you...)
*i want my life back
*i want everything back to the way it was

that is few of my solutions for 2009...how bout you guys?

today,went out again...
yeah...went to KLCC for lunch,then call bie...
he was around there at BK
so i went to meet him up...
yeah! happy to see him...
going to shop for his BIG prom nite! ahaha (no offense bie...jokin!)
meet up with bella,deanna,fatin and keroll...oh! not to forget
faqir (i dunno how to spell his name...sorry bro!) and the funny adi!
but when arrive there...not feeling hungry and i seems i dunno why
hanging out with them till around 8 something then headed back to home

yeah...KLCC,Pavillion you named it
all pack! and i forgot its the weekend =)
but what i hate most is the feeling of empty & lonely
damn i hate this kinda feeling...its killing me inside
watch all the couples happy together and stuff
damn it! why can i be like that person?
is it hard? is it difficult?
even i cant answer that...haish
what gonna happen to me next?
does anyone know or care?

boring day

today i wake up around 12
damn! its late...my head hurts
and i got weird dreams...damn it!
same dream for the past few days
something is going to happen...but i dunno what or why

checked my phone...gotta few message's & missed call
from friends and someone i dont know...haish
my head hurts! headed to bathroom take a shower
aaahhh! that feels good...but heads still head...
today lunch is meggi tom yam! ahaha then take some pills

off to bukit jalil...sendind some sketches and reviews
then head to BB for a while...meeting my bro diddy
its been a while i didnt see him...he change a lot past few months
its like almost a year didnt see him! he is getting matured
i always idolize him even though gets in fight often with him

after catching up things and stuff,headed to cineleisure
ahaha! yeap! watching LOS dan FAUN to cheer myself up!
it is funny tho but...i feel im alone watching it...everyone with their loved ones
but me? haish! only god knows!

after head to mcdonalds for dinner...then head back home
take shower and write this blog...

today quote is taken from Abu in the movie KAMI
"hidup ini memang palat,tapi esok masih ada"

is it true or not,i dunno
TTFN
off with headache!
ouch!

tiada siapa yang tahu

cinta itu buta bak kata orang
bisa membutakan apa saja dilihat
semua indah belaka tiada yang tidak
apa saja yang dilakukan bersama
susah bersama senang pun bersama
tapi itu dulu...kini apa yang tinggal hanyalah

luka, duka, kenangan,
dimana silapnya?
dimana salahnya?
tiada kata-kata untuk mengungkapnya
kenapa semua berubah?
aku benci akan perubahan

hati hancur remuk berkecai
tiada siapa yang tahu apa yang berlaku
segala janji dan impian yang terbina
hancur dalam sekelip mata
tinggal habuk-habuk kenangan
tiada lagi harapan ku lihat

aku berdiri seorang
aku berjalan seorang
biarpun di tengah manusia yang sesak
aku tetep seorang
adakah kau tahu?

adakah ini tipu helah atau kebenaran dari kau
mana satu aku sendiri tidak tahu
aku sudah buta disebabkan oleh cinta
rasa seperti semalam sahaja ianya berlaku
tetapi hari ini segalanya musnah
seperti nya hati aku ini
umpama kaca jatuh pecah seribu

aku kembali seorang lagi
tanpa sesiapa
apa yang aku tahu
tempat ini tiada siapa boleh menggantikannya

save me

save me from this loneliness
save me from this emptiness
save me from this pain & suffer

this place is dark
this place is cold
this place is hell

what do i need to end this?
can anyone out there save me?
is there really hope in everything?

save me someone
save me anyone
save me please

hanging out with KAWAN

yes!that day...will be forever remembered!
that day is so fun! dunno what to do after sending the review
so why dont hanging out with them right?

so,i came early...like 3.30 something
then fatin text say they will be late
so i say,its okay...wait & wait
and finally,they arrived!

im so happy to see bie! hahaha
he is getting taller! im getting shorter!
hahaha

talking & discussing about stuff
then eat at KLCC...then hangout till night!
here are some pics!
enjoy! and i do hope can hang out with them more in the future
hapPENING! ahaha

sorry guys! nice meeting fatin,bella,deanna & keroll!



arent both of them sweet? ;)



yes,this is fatin...she is finding some books to read



bie texting someone! who could that be?
p/s:- isnt that deanna's phone?



fatin reading,bie texting,deanna finding "uban" on bie's head



"uban" mission continues!

sorry

sorry
minta maaf
gomenasai

all thats refer to this one word 5 letters...

im sorry what ive done to you
im sorry what ive make you mad
im sorry what ive forgotten

im sorry...i do love you and need you

anonymous

is this what ive wanted?
is this right what ive doing?
is this right to treat it like that?
tell me?

im so confuse and deranged right now

what ive done?
what is wrong?
what is the problem?
please help me?

im a stalker,liar,pig,pushy and etc
yeah...u said it...thank you for hating me
something that once were a a decent dream
but now it became a worst nightmare

something i have to do to correct it
before the time runs out
something must have done!
wait and see what will happen next

no more lullabies,
no more song,
no more life,
no more hope,
we built it together for some time but
everything is crushed within minutes

why should it end like this?
why should it going haywire?
im not the one i use to be
im not the one i know myself
maybe because the hope was gone

off alone again with no one to understand
hard & cold again just like before

f u n k o t ?

yeah! back in damansara after out from
arrive there,been greeted most of my so called "blood brothers"
yes,i miss you guys like hell...its been a while like 3months rite?
after i left you guys for BANGI..

chill out at stall....waiting for afiq & wan returning from work
like shit! promised me at 6pm but late like half an hour! damn!
anyhow,it was fun....bringing back the memories of the old times...
just like malique rhyme in the song "OK feat Cat Farish"
"chop! dulu-dulu dah habis"

"habis ke?" thats what i say to myself...i dunno
life like shit nowdays for me...need to release it somehow...

later that night abu came to house....then waiting for najib arrive
he was late again cause got an appointment at the saloon...still stylo bro!
planning to go shisha at kota damansara...as we arrive there,
me,afiq,wan,najib & wan gemok are dissapointed like fucked up!
the place is closed! we were like dunno where to go...
then afiq suggest to watch a movie at cineleisure,he's treat...
without thinking long...headed there ASAP! someone BELANJA kot!
watch the movie "Cicakman 2 Planet Hitam"
it is bored but the best is in the movie was The Gingerboys!
yeah! cool! but still fun but not fun for me...i dunno why
haish!why eh?hmmm...thinking of it

l i f e ?

life?
what is life?
what is the purpose of life?
can anyone tell me?

love?
what is love?
what is the meaning of love?
can anyone tell me?

hope?
what is hope?
what is this hope for?
can anyone tell me?

what does this three have some unchained and neverend question?
what is life? what is love? what is hope?
anyone know this? anyone can tell me the exact answers?

some people say life is short,so enjoy it
some people say life is good,so live it
some people say life sucks, so bear with it
is it true? is it right? which one i do not know

some people say love is just a feeling, so feel it
some people say love's hurt,is it really hurt?
some people say love's blind,is it making us not to see?
is it true?is it right? which one i do not know either

some people say hope is everything we need, so where is it when we need it?
some people say hope is light & guidance,so where is it when you really need it?
some people say hope is the greatest power that one could have,so can it change and turn back time?
is it true?is it right?which one i really do not know either

question came one by one,
the anwser just hard to find,
neverendless question keep bugging

help me if there is life,i do need it one
help me if there is love,i so need it one
help me if there is hope,i really need it one

headache & heartache

pain! hurts too much!
way too much!
i cant take it anymore!
someone kill me please!
why this pain hurts too much!
why?

what if

if i die tonight...
what will you do?

just a question...and i do really wanna know
=)

dreamland OR lalaland

so which one is it?
dreamland or lalaland?
imagination or reality?
even my mind is messed up & fucked up!
oh god! please give me a sign!
if this just a test, i accept it & through with it with all my might!

recently in this week,
i felt unease,
i felt desolated,
i felt emptiness,
something is missing....
but nevermind, i guess it just my feelings playing around
just...hasih,maybe its nothing
better keep it to myself

off to somewhere and im listening to this two song over & over again
-superhuman by chris brown ft keri hilson
-kau yang punya by malique ft najwa

TTFN

boredom

haish...raya
this time raya is boring...
dunno why i felt this way...

even tho happiness is in the air, i feel bored
im bored! why?
im in crowded place but i feel like im alone
everyone laughing but i feel bored & empty

off to somewhere..to the place that calms & relax me...

raya?

yup! raya is coming!
not raya aidilfitri....its raya aidiladha!

hooray!

cant wait!

:))

lightpaintings

yes....i cant sleep and i dunno why
trying to but still cant close my eyes shut
anyhow, me and pajan learn something new called "lightpainting" from megat
hahaha...its fun tho playing camera and light...
so here's the pic

hungry?

yes! i am hungry!
waaa! damnit!

hahaha....actually im kinda blur to BLOGGING lately
heee

dunno why...you guys know why?
do tell me...please!

=)

hollow

these days....
college getting quiet and hella scary
what else if this shit happen again
its the final next week...

people are starting to study and discuss about stuff
hahaha...i miss this time of month
people are struggling for it
to score perfect CGPA of 4.0

hahaha

yup,scoring 4 flat is a must
to maintain it is damn fucking hard!

but in my mind,just RANtai Art event coming around the corner
yeah! RANtai! last year was a blast! moshing and stuff!
hahaha
fun!
cant wait...and counting days to the event

off with sleepyheads and insomnia...
hahaha

TTFN

day pass by

yes....such a boring day for me today
the college is like a mere GHOST TOWN!
and suddenly i remembered...today is my college CONVOCATION DAY
duh! pft! freaks me out for a bit there...

but still...nothing to do just
surfing and streaming and blogging and eating and chilling and others
(so many "and"....hahahaha)

anyhow, i miss the launch of YouTube LIVE on saturday! damn it!
so wanting to watch it live! haish! it is not the same watching it today

am seriously bored to death...waiting time to pass by
huu

anyone hit me please? pretty please?
=|

im okay...

friends,no worries about me....
im okay...i think
yes i am stubborn

but dont worry,give me time to grasp and stand again
no worries!

=)

If you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

nobody knows why

yes....im sick! only few people that knows im sick
why?
cuz i dont wanna everyone know
cuz i dont wanna people sad

why am i sick?
cuz the anwsers that only i know
cuz i am the most stubborn person in this world

been held at the hospital is so not cool,
but what else i can do,nothing...
doctor gonna put some check on me about my "insomnia" for the past 1 week,
my mum and friends all are mad at me bout this "insomnia"

but seriously guys,i cant sleep!
how am i supposed to sleep when something is not right
how am i supposed to sleep when something is incomplete
how am i supposed to sleep when something is missing
how am i? tell me guys? tell me!

yes im hurting inside, torn apart day by day!
why? i tried everything but still it doesnt work!
why? why this time its hard!

why

i cant get some sleep...
i want to sleep! my eyes are getting sored!
1week for now with no sleep!

tomorrow gotta go to the hospital...mom getting worried too
my insomnia is getting worsed!

insomnia ends or continues?

there it is....
time goes by,as i didnt slept for a week now...
when i sleep time goes by fast but when i awake time goes by slow...
why? i always keep wander bout it by myself but hey,no one really knows

insomnia ends today? or insomnia continues again?
i dunno...it is decided by my eyes...
still i cant rest fora long time...
something....but what?

im off to go somewhere only i know...
with nothing to bring...
just me,myself and i

aku

aku...
siapa aku?
siapa diri aku?

kenapa jiwa ku kekosongan?
kenapa jiwa ku kesunyian?
kenapa jiwa ku tidak lengkap?

masa ku rasakan begitu laju,
laju hingga membunuh ku,
membunuh ku dengan perlahan,

masa....ya masa...
ramai berkata masa itu emas,
ada yang berkata hargailah masa-masa mu,
ada pula berkata masa bergerak ke depan dan tidak kebelakang,

hati ku sakit tapi aku tidak sakit,
hati ku kosong tapi aku tidak kosong,
hati ku hancur tapi aku tidak,
hati ku berdegup laju seumpama berlari tapi aku tidak,

kenapa? apa? bagaimana?
aku sendiri tidak tahu...
kenapa aku begini?
apa yang membuat aku begini?
bagaimana terjadinya ini?

persoalan yang tiada penghujung,
persoalan yang tiada jawapan,
selamanya begini? sampai bila?
aku tidak tahu...

aku mahu kembali seperti dulu
aku mahu kembali seperti sediakala
aku mahu semuanya

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deep down in my heart,
something doesnt feel right,
something makes me feel incomplete,
pieces of me scatterd and shattered in millions,
i try to fix it but it is incomplete,
i try to fit it but it doesnt fit,

what is it im searching for?
what is it im looking for?
what is it im seeking for?
what is it and still i cant find it...
why?

im lost with no direction,
im empty with nothing to fill in,
im scared with nothing to afraid off,
im lonely with no one by myside,
why?

questions revolves around me,
question with no answer,
question that never ends,
question which i cant never answer,
why?

i shed thousand of tears these nights,
why these tears came down tremble to my cheek,
why these tears came down without i realise it,
why?

is this reality?
is this fantasy?
which one is true?

sesuatu

malam...
langit malam selalunya indah,
penuh dengan cahaya bulan dan bintang,
menyinari malam seperti selalu,

tetapi...
malam ini sinar mu tidak kelihatan,
sinar itu diselubung awan yang tebal,
bintang-bintang pun tidak kelihatan,

kenapa...
malam ini langit kosong,
tiada bulan mahupun bintang,
hanya kegelapan menyelubung,

kosong...
aku di sini keseorangan tidak berteman,
hatiku kosong dan tergantung
seperti kamu langit malam,

apa...
aku mencari sesuatu tetapi tidak tahu apa,
barangan? kata-kata? apakah ia?
aku sesat di dalam diriku sendiri

sesuatu...
dapatkah aku rasakan?
sakit? takut? sunyi? ingin?
apakah ia?

persoalan demi persoalan,
jawapan tidak dapat ku cari dan huraikan
haruskah aku berputus asa atau teruskan?

sesuatu harus aku lakukan
tetapi apa

deep down in me

as day turns night,
my soul become emtpy,
im lost in the world of nothingness,

is it painful?
is it fear?
is it sadness?
is it hopeless?

neither i know nor i not,
the feeling i cant explain,
which one is it?

im gasping for air,
like outer space with no air but with stars,
even though im here in this world,

something is missing,
something is incomplete,
something is not right,
something is unspoken,

but what it is?
what is it?
even i cant explain it,
in spoken words or in writing on a piece of paper,

so many question revolves around me,
im dying inside bit by bit,
walking down the path that been choose,

is it right?
is it wrong?

even i cant explain it,
even i know what it is,

something is wrong,
something is not right,
something....

time goes by like water,
from second to minute,
from minute to hour,
from hour to day,
from day to weeks and carry on....

im hanging....
cause
something is missing,
something is incomplete,
something is not right,

but what is it?
question that always revolves around me

i need air

song again...
i need my air!

insomnia continues....

day 7 of no sleeping...yes! 1 week people...
still with no sleep....my eyes are sore & restless
im getting stoned!

oh god! if this is 1 of your test,i accept it and face it with might!

im gonna be OK!
(i do hope so ASAP)

forever

this song....makes me sad and only i know why
i will shed in tears just by hearing these song
omg! im totally lost it now!
argh!

damn it you guys!

haish....you guys are making me shed in tears
thank you for everything...im fine ( i guess...)
no worries aite?

if i dit tonight,i am happy that i have you guys by my side

dear god! help me please!

something is missing

im so thanking god ALLAH SWT cuz giving me a wonderful and great friends
i much prefer to call them SAHABAT. You guys know who you are.

i know you guys keep wandering whats up & wrong with me but
dont yall worry,im fine....just that feeling something is wrong & missing
and i dunno what to do

i am so abssolutelyfuckinglost! yes! lost!

damnit! 5days with no eyes shutting....what am i think of?
only me & god knows...but seriously i cant stop thinkin past few days

i need to go somewhere that calms me
somewhere that relax me

someone! help me!

=|

no tittle to put

yeah! 5days in a row!
wee! no sleep n my heads getting crazier!
damn it! i want to get some sleep!
my eyes are getting sore!

lost empty missing

haish...4days straight with no sleep,
i dunno why i cant sleep something feels doesnt right
and i dunno why...tryin take some sleeping pills but still no effect
and i got a headache! ouch!

4days of no sleep? what imma think of?
im crazy? haha! i dunno why i cant sleep and i dunno what im thinkin of...

haish!

anyhow...happy day for ya!
cheers!

and here are some song(playlist i prefer to called them) that ive been hearing for 4 days of no sleeping...

enjoy!
TTFN

=|

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God
Aqualung - Brighter Than Sunshine
Ari Lasso & Bunga Cinta Lestari - Aku dan Dirimu
Bon Jovi - Ill Be There For You
Boys Like Girls - Thunder
The Changcuters - I Love You Bibeh!
Chris Brown - Forever & With You
Coco - Mengintai Langit
The DEY - Give You The World
Duta - Cinta Antara Kita
Estrella - Stay
Fallout Boy - Im Like a Lawyer (Me & You)
Frankie J - More Than Words & Obsession
Hujan - Hiba
Jason Mraz - Im Yours & Lucky
Jonas Brothers When You Look Me In The Eyes
Kugiran Malaya - Epilog Cinta
Lailas Lounge - Mawar Khayalan & Wajah
Lifehouse - You & Me
Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
Malique ft Najwa - Kau Yang Punya
Meet Uncle Hussain - Pari-pari Bawah Angin & Hilang
Melee - Built To Last
Mohd Jayzuan - Gone , From Me To You , Si Dia & When Youre Around
Najwa - Your Love
No Doubt - Dont Speak
Phlowtron - Oh Cinta
The Roots ft Erykah Badu - You Got Me
Shayne Ward - If Thats OK With You
Sixpence Non The Richer - Kiss Me
Sean Kingston ft Paula DeAnda - Theres Nothing In This World
Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
South Jordan - Fatal Flaw
Sonar - Cuma Dia
Too Phat ft Siti Nurhaliza - Dua Dunia
TI - Whatever You Like
Timbland - Way I Are
We The King - Check Yes Juliet & All Again For You
Yellowcard - Only One

please stay....

my eyes cant stop flowing with tears when im listening to this song...
i dunno why...
anyhow,enjoy!
=|



Estrella "Stay"

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

snap! snap!

yup yup!
some pictures taken using Yap's Canon 400D
just testing the camera actually....
here's the pic!
=D










leave some comments ya?

TTFN
=)

demamdemamdemam

5th of November in the year 2008
i fell sick! damnit! i hate getting sick!
argh! flu also! man! this is worse!
i need someone to care me & cuddle me & everything!
sayang...im so need you right now!
=(

copy and paste 2

Who is taking you?
- Nadia Marissa Bt Mazlan, the girl that completes me what im incomplete

Where would you go?
- go? go where? can u be more specific...

What's your plans?
- my plan is to stand by her,comfort her and everything she want me too

Will you make the first move?
- i dunno =P

Are you in a group, or is it a single date?
- single....duh!

Is it formal?
- again...please be more specific -_-"

Are you going to get comfy?
- yes! definitely! of course! =)

Will you treat?
- wtf! specific please!

Do you parents like your date?
- yes they does and they lookin forward to see her =)

Do you parents even know?
- yes they do! =)

How would you end the night?
- hmm....lemme think about it...that's mine & her to know and NOYB! =)

Would you go out with that person again?
- of course i would! she is ONLY ONE!

Why or why not?
- why? haish! sometimes survey can be pretty dumb! yes becasue she is everything to me!

Will you still talk to them online?
- of course i will =)

Will you think about your date all night?
- 24/7 never missed it!

Do you kiss them on the cheek or lips when you say goodnight?
- both plus with hug! =)

Do you love them?
- them? or her? =/
this survey is starting to annoy me a bit

What would you say to them now?
- sayang,happy 2nd month we've been together. I love you so much sayang!
im with you forever, nothin gonna change my love for you, imma give you the world to see your
smile and i will burn in hell for you just to keep you safe! ILYSM! =*

copy and paste 1 =) (only the question not answer)

Did you just wake up?
-nope,i wake up on 10am...now its 3pm

Who’s​ car were you in last?​​
-yapo cars .

When is the next time you will kiss someo​ne?​​
-yesterday!

What color​ shirt​ are you weari​ng?​​
-none! juz boxer! =P

Last movie​ you watch​ed?​​
-dunno..cant remember tho.

Last thing​ you ate?
-fries

Last thing​ you drank​?​​
-100plus

Last perso​n/​​peopl​e you went out with?​​
-my sayang n others...hangin out =)
​
Last perso​n you shake​ hands​ with?​​
-cant remember tho!

Where​ did you sleep​ last night​?​​
-mine! =)

Are you happy​ right​ now?
-yes i am!

What did you say last?​​
-i love you

Where​ is your phone​?​​
-next to my pc

What was the last museu​m you went to?
-15years ago

What color​ are your eyes?​​
-dunno....brown maybe =)

How was your weeke​nd?​​
-exciting....i wanna REPLAY it can aaa?

When was the last time you had your heart​ broke​n?​​
-im not gonna answer this -_-"

Who/​​what do you hate/​​disli​ke curre​ntly?​​
-no need to mention...you know who you are

What are you liste​ning to?
-Whatever You Like by TI

Are you excit​ed?​​
-ye kot xD
​​
What is your favor​ite store​?​​
-i dont want to list it all here =P

What day is it today​?​​
-monday...deepavali day!
​​
What were you doing​ at midni​ght last night​?​​
-hangout with sayang...head back bangi and sleep!

Are you left-​​hande​d?​​
-nope, im right-handed
​​
What’​s for dinne​r tonig​ht?​​
-umm...McD! yay!

What is the last alcoh​olic bever​age you had?
-cant remember...ahahahah xD

When is your birth​day?​​
-9th May

How tall are you?
-17+ cm something....

Where​ was the last place​ you went shopp​ing?​​
-OU! Last month!

Who made you laugh​ today​?​​
-so many....and you know who you are! =)

Do you have any expen​sive jewel​ry?​​
-i want to but feels like doesnt suits me

AIM or MSN?
-none as listed

Where​ do your cousi​ns live?​​
-all over malaysia....seriously

Would​ you consi​der yours​elf to be spoil​ed?​​
-no im not

What was the first​ thing​ you thoug​ht when you woke up?
-where's my phone?

Do you drink​ beer?​​
-yes

Myspa​ce or Faceb​ook?​​
-both!
​​
Do you have T-​​Mobil​e?​​
-nope

What was your favor​ite subje​ct in schoo​l?​​
-Arts! ahahaha =)

Do you smile​ a lot?
-hell yeah!

Do you have any talen​ts?​​
-i dunno...never figured it out =P

Have you ever been in a weddi​ng?​​
-of course i have....lame!

Do you have any child​ren?​​
-no...in the future maybe =)

Ever met someo​ne famou​s?​​
-yup yup....

Do you want to be famou​s one day?
-maybe

Are you multi​taski​ng now?
-of course i do...who else dont

Whats​ one of your favor​ite thing​s to do?
-eating & sleeping & gaming

Ever been to Las Vegas​?​​
-nope but i want to go there!

What are you doing​ today​?​​
-lemme check my schedule

Have you ever been gambl​ing?​​
-i guess so...what is gambling? =)

When is the last time you updat​ed your blog?​​
-i am updating.

Have you been to New York City?​​
-haish...whats wrong with this survey?

Ever been to Disne​yland​/​​world​?​​
-nope

Do you have a favor​ite carto​on chara​cter?​​
-aaaa? who aaa?

Last thing​ you cooke​d?​​
-lasagna!
​
Last time you cried​?​​
-i dont cry...

Last time you were sick?​​
-last 2weeks

Do you think​ anyon​e will repos​t this?​​
-maybe yes maybe not

p/s:-
this lame is f**kin lame! anyhow, i copied it from Fatin!
aahahaha
xD

TTFN

OUTDATED! =)

such a fun day!
wake up at 12pm! (duh! lucky its sunday!)
message and miss call from HER (sorry sayang...i overslept =P)
and im late to YAP open house...luckly managed to arrive around 2pm
heading there with MAN & PAAN...others? hahaha no comment on that =)
as soon me & the guys arrive there,what else....eat is the main thing!
i live to eat & i eat to live!!!

ahahahaha
it was good tho the food...got Daging Masak Asam Pedas,Ayaam Goreng,Ikan Masin,Mee Kari & others that too many too mention! i ate TWICE,feel like wanna eat more but..maybe later..hahaha
suddenly YAP kept asking bout HER...all i can just say is she is shy...
YAP was kinda disappointed (i guess! =P)

then,im off to BB with man to met HER,rara,elly,mike,baby,nazli (if im not mistaken)
well,have fun tho,watchin them shopping....it was kinda funny to argue over a shoe!
xD
then head to lepak at KITARO till 10 somethin...it was fun!
there was "hi! wats ur name" session aka get to know each other some like to call it =)
it was fun meeting half of HER friends and adik-adik! =)

arrive BANGI around 12! it was fun day but still...i miss HER!!!

TTFN
p/s :- im off to play DOTA and sleep!

me love

yes boys and girls...
she is the one!
the one & only in my heart!
my everything & my all!
and i willing to BURN in hell just to keep her safe!!!

Nadia Marissa bt Mazlan




















hahaha....such a boring day today! dunno wat to do!
hit me up someone...please...
=D

TTFN
adios amigos!

imma sleepyhead

ouch! this morning i hit the wall!
damn! my head hurts....my headache become more worst!!
F**K!! I cant do my assignments cuz cant think!
haish....anyhow, yesterday me and the guys
(yap,elly,zan) were planning to send Paan to the airport
otw there,there car engine was full wit smoke!
wtf! something wrong! we manage to sent it the nearest workshop tho...
and in the same time,it was raining heavily! im so soaked n wet!
but it was fun tho and tiring!
she said that i must be very sexy! (your wish sayang! =P)
managed to get back to hostel safely with some help of few friends and calls...
hehe =D

anyhow,im feeling going to get sick! haish! i hate getting sick!
cant do nothing!

aite, gotta stop typing...my stomach is growlin!
off to LUNCH!
TTFN

boring day

pfft! duh! phew!
what a tiring day for me!
gotta rest! and i got headache or migrain...i dont know!
my heads hurts! DAMN IT!!
maybe gotta get some rest....too much thinkin of study

anyho, i am so MISSING her so much!

TTFN for now
*off to rest

=D

hey people!

yup yup!
finnaly, a new BLOG people! (again? pfft!)
actually,my old blog been HACK by some idiot and i cant open it!
DAMN IT!

never mind....i have make a NEW one! (wekk!! xP)
so,always check up my BLOG people for more coming updates!
im off for now! toodles!
TTFN


(p/s:- TTFN stands for Ta Ta For Now....duh!)