dreamland OR lalaland

so which one is it?
dreamland or lalaland?
imagination or reality?
even my mind is messed up & fucked up!
oh god! please give me a sign!
if this just a test, i accept it & through with it with all my might!

recently in this week,
i felt unease,
i felt desolated,
i felt emptiness,
something is missing....
but nevermind, i guess it just my feelings playing around
just...hasih,maybe its nothing
better keep it to myself

off to somewhere and im listening to this two song over & over again
-superhuman by chris brown ft keri hilson
-kau yang punya by malique ft najwa

TTFN