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haish...life is fun..
i quote the saying
"some say live life the fullest"
am i living my life the fullest?
even i dont have the answer to that question
hahaha...i aint bluffing....this is SERIOUS SHIT!
2008 is going to an end soon...i managed to achieve 80% of it...
20% of it? snap! like snapping a finger it just gone like that...(some of you might know why right?)
2009 just around the corner...whats my new year solution & hope?
oh so lot to list it down here...so i will tell u my top wish for the 2009
here are the few....

*i want the old times back
*i want achieve that 20%
*i want HER back ( i do love you & i do miss you...)
*i want my life back
*i want everything back to the way it was

that is few of my solutions for 2009...how bout you guys?

today,went out again...
yeah...went to KLCC for lunch,then call bie...
he was around there at BK
so i went to meet him up...
yeah! happy to see him...
going to shop for his BIG prom nite! ahaha (no offense bie...jokin!)
meet up with bella,deanna,fatin and keroll...oh! not to forget
faqir (i dunno how to spell his name...sorry bro!) and the funny adi!
but when arrive there...not feeling hungry and i seems i dunno why
hanging out with them till around 8 something then headed back to home

yeah...KLCC,Pavillion you named it
all pack! and i forgot its the weekend =)
but what i hate most is the feeling of empty & lonely
damn i hate this kinda feeling...its killing me inside
watch all the couples happy together and stuff
damn it! why can i be like that person?
is it hard? is it difficult?
even i cant answer that...haish
what gonna happen to me next?
does anyone know or care?