something is missing

im so thanking god ALLAH SWT cuz giving me a wonderful and great friends
i much prefer to call them SAHABAT. You guys know who you are.

i know you guys keep wandering whats up & wrong with me but
dont yall worry,im fine....just that feeling something is wrong & missing
and i dunno what to do

i am so abssolutelyfuckinglost! yes! lost!

damnit! 5days with no eyes shutting....what am i think of?
only me & god knows...but seriously i cant stop thinkin past few days

i need to go somewhere that calms me
somewhere that relax me

someone! help me!

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