deep down in me

as day turns night,
my soul become emtpy,
im lost in the world of nothingness,

is it painful?
is it fear?
is it sadness?
is it hopeless?

neither i know nor i not,
the feeling i cant explain,
which one is it?

im gasping for air,
like outer space with no air but with stars,
even though im here in this world,

something is missing,
something is incomplete,
something is not right,
something is unspoken,

but what it is?
what is it?
even i cant explain it,
in spoken words or in writing on a piece of paper,

so many question revolves around me,
im dying inside bit by bit,
walking down the path that been choose,

is it right?
is it wrong?

even i cant explain it,
even i know what it is,

something is wrong,
something is not right,
something....

time goes by like water,
from second to minute,
from minute to hour,
from hour to day,
from day to weeks and carry on....

im hanging....
cause
something is missing,
something is incomplete,
something is not right,

but what is it?
question that always revolves around me