holocaust

its hard being me...
it is,if only you knows how it feels
deep down inside in me
its empty and some pieces there is missing
where does the missing pieces gone?
that's the question revolves around me for the past this month
where is it? can anyone find it for me? i guess not
did i want this story to be like this? no im not, not even once i asked for this
hanging....left out....what else? this is what i felt deep inside
im just telling what i felt

i do LOVE you
i do NEED you
i do WANT you

whatever i tell you is always the truth, no lies & secrets
you are my everything.
im longing for you
im missing you
im not playing, or just throwing words, nor fooling around with feelings
this is what i felt deep inside, straight from the heart