dunno what to post nowdays
im currently lost & blur
=(

wonder

I keep saying "I want to be loved"
in my own special way, but you still don't get the hint.
I have this nagging feeling
that I'll never see you again...

I wish I could tell you, but I can't find the words
Maybe I'd rather just listen to you
I can't even say "Don't leave me."

When you let go of my hand
will you forget about me?

I lose myself completely,
and can find no words to say
Yet, one thing, your voice
still remains

Everything about you, your smile, your laugh,
keeps me walking forward,
If I Just look up, where the clouds start to break...
I think you know what i mean

because of love im happy
because of love im broken
because of love im sad
because of love im all alone

holocaust

its hard being me...
it is,if only you knows how it feels
deep down inside in me
its empty and some pieces there is missing
where does the missing pieces gone?
that's the question revolves around me for the past this month
where is it? can anyone find it for me? i guess not
did i want this story to be like this? no im not, not even once i asked for this
hanging....left out....what else? this is what i felt deep inside
im just telling what i felt

i do LOVE you
i do NEED you
i do WANT you

whatever i tell you is always the truth, no lies & secrets
you are my everything.
im longing for you
im missing you
im not playing, or just throwing words, nor fooling around with feelings
this is what i felt deep inside, straight from the heart